Wednesday, January 02, 2008
start of the year.it did not start off well for me.whatever i've done in 2007, i recieved my punishment on the first day of the year.CAGED. is the only word that will describe my punishment. above all this. i shed tears the whole day. i thought through whatever i did in 2007. i do admit i was wrong.though its not what i want. but still, i do not wish to rely on my emotions, on how i feel to live my life. i need to learn how to rely more on God, not my friends or emotions.Maybe all these is a start for me to learn, realize my mistake and to change, with God's help, not with my own strength.i lost everything. and now im in search of the new meschool term started.exams in 6 weeks time.